Maybe My Last Blog For All...

Hi It's Been Don't Know How Many Donkey Years Since Last Blog Le... Nowadays Been Busy Working And Working... Ok I Will Start My Sad Story Now... Will Start On The 29 May 2014, Me And Ning Ning Darling Went To Kim Gary To Have Our Early Dinner, After Dinner Maybe This Is My Last Dinner To Treat Her Eat Le... Then We Went To GV Gold Class At Vivo City To Watch X-Men (Days of Future Past), This Movie Also My Last Treat To Her... I See Her Very Happy From The Past, I Also Happy Le...

When I'm On My Way Home After Sending Her Back Home, I Too Bored Le So Use Facebook And Twitter To See, When I Saw Ning Ning Darling Post Something On Her Twitter It Mention "在你的第一步! 你要我等多久?" I Was Like A Bit Curious But I Know I Got a Very Very Bad Feeling That She Still Like Her Ex Boyfriend His Name Is Called Keng Yow He Also Wrote Something On His Facebook Wall He Mention "如果一切能从新来过, 你还原意吗?" I Was Like Really OMG! OMG!! OMG!!!... Then My Suffer Day Has Start On 29 May 2014 (Thursday), Start To Emo But Not That Serious, I Listening To Sad Song And My Tears Started To Drop Some......

The Next Day 30 May 2014 (Friday), I Still Got a Very Bad Feeling That They Two Start To Message Each Other Le And I Still Not Totally Realised Because I Working Morning Shift, So After My Work I Went To Tampines Mall Four Leaves To Buy For Her Mini Bread That She Asking Me To Help Her Buy... When I Reach ITE College East Staff Club, They Playing Pool While Waiting For Me To Come, After Playing Pool And Eating Bread, After They Eating Bread, We Went For Gym For About An Hour I Not Run That Much Just Burn 200 Calories Only As Compare Last Time De 461 Calories Still Far... After Gym Ah Ying And Aloysious Going Back First Left Me And Ning Ning Darling, She Said She Wants To Go Tampines Buy KOI, So I Accompany Her Go Buy... When We Reach Tampines KOI Stall I Told Her I Want To Treat You, She Suddenly Rejected I Force Myself To Treat Her In The End She Said I Not Going To Buy If You Like That... Then I Was Start To Angry And Walk Away From The Store Without Her... When I Walk Stright Half Way, I Make a U-Turn To KOI Store And Apologise To Her But She Don't Want To Look At Me At All So I Really Angry Finally Leave KOI Store Without Turning Back Again Le... My Heart Started To Break That She's Angry At Me And My Tears Started To Fall Again And Can't Stop... When I Was In The Bus 21 She Message Me Ask Me Where Am I? I Replied To Her Sorry I Going Back... Then She Replied a Word "Huh Go Where?" And I Replied Going Back To Store To Order My Stocks... The She Give Me An Angry Face... Then My Last Reply On The 30 May Said Sorry I'm Very No Mood I Faster Order Then Go Back Home.. Then She Never Reply My Message At All...

The Next Day on The 31 May 2014 (Saturday), I Suddenly Woke Up Early In The Moring Was About 6am Plus, I Want To Sleep Back But I Can't Sleep... After few Minutes Later Finally Asleep Until 9am Plus Actually I Want To Sleep Back De But In My Mind Was Keep Thinking What Happened To Me Yesterday And I Started To Cry... So I Decided To Wake Up And Have a Shower, After Shower I Don't Know Where To Go? So Walked From My House To Woodlands Civic Centre Library To Have a Seat Inside The Library For An Hour... After An Hour Is Over, I Decided To Walk To Bus Stop And Took Bus 168 To Tampines Library, When I Reached Tampines Library I also Don't Know What To Do So I Take a Seat For About 30Mins, After Resting I Went To Tampines 1 De Daiso And Check For Her Whether The Container That She Need Got Stock Ma? In The End I FOUND IT!!! Maybe Is My Last Time To Help Her, Treat Her And Take Care Of Her Le Ma... Now Her Future Husband Keng Yow Handed Over From Me Le... I'm Give Up... 我放弃所有的一切。

From 31 May Until Now Never Meet Her Le, Those Few Days When I Woke Up I Keep Thinking And Thinking Non Stop And My Tears Was Droping Non Stop, I Can't Control Myself At All Always Keep Thinking Negative... I HATE THIS FEELING AND I'M NOT TO BE BORN IN HUMAN BEING, GOD SHOULDN'T CREATE ME AT FIRST!!! I'M A USELESS PERSON THAN OTHER NORMAL PEOPLE!!! I SHOULD KENA BANG BY A LORRY NOT YOU JANICE!!! YOU'RE A VERY NICE PERSON THAN ME!!! IF I REALLY BANG, I ALREADY DIED 10 YEARS AGO LE... MY LIFE IS SO FUCKED UP YOU KNOW JANICE... 活在这个世界上真的很痛苦。我也不想活了。

If I Really Die This Is My Last Blog  For All... But First I Want To Thank To My Very First Best Friend And Also My Sister Jacqueline (Ning Ning Darling) For The Past 7 Years That You Take Care of Me... I Remenber When I'm Having Fever, You And Mei Ling Come To My House And Cooked Fish Porridge For Me And My Parents... 这是我最感动的一天。谢谢你这七年来的照顾, 当我心情不好时你会安慰我鼓励我, 可能我关心你太好了所以就怕了我吧?  哈哈! 没关系我不怪你。这次我的嘴巴乱讲话, 真的是很对不起。我会在天堂等你的谢谢你亲爱的! 永别了。。。

To Everyone! My Best Friends That I Know, Other Friends, Working Colleague And But Not Last My Parents And Relatives... 谢谢你们这24年的照顾, 我会永远记在心里的。各位再见了!

 From Wong Cai Feng
Date: 3/6/2014 =)